Sun And Shine

whypurple:

farmcore:

wedoitforthemoney:

Or they’re right in front of your locker and you’re just like ‘Damnit’

Or they’re blocking your class room doorway and i’m like “I hate you all, move or i kill you”

Or they are you and you’re like,”I’m ok with this.”

Day 1: Your name and his/her name

Sol and Luna

Day 2: Your ages

18 and 17

Day 3: Your locations

Boca Raton;

Orlando

Day 4: How did you meet?

Some dumb camp.

Day 5: Since when have you been together?

April 12, 2010

Day 6: How do you communicate with each other? 

Skype, Texting, and Phonecalls. Facetime too now.

Day 7: What is the most random thing you know about him/her? and viceversa

She’s failed Freshman French Four/Five Fimes…err, times.

Day 8: Favorite thing you’ve given him/her?

A friend

Day 9: Favourite thing she/he has given you?

A dogtag

Day 10: Favourite thing about him/her?

 Her Brain. Its so filled with information and its stored in a cute little vessel.

Day 11: Pick one thing you miss and describe it in detail.

Those rare moments she opens up. When she shares her warmth.

Day 12: How would you define love?

When you get a big dick. Who cares how you define it? Its there.

Day 13: What do you think is the hardest thing about distance?

Conversation.

Day 14: Describe a moment you had with him/her last time you were together. (If you haven’t met, describe how the perfect moment would be)

We went to a really great German place but we got lost and then his phone died. and then driving home, we listened to our favorite band and drove slowing through the rain while singing and talking about romance and sex (ditto)

Day 15: Favourite love (LDR or not) song?

Sunday Morning

Day 16: Favourite love (LDR or not) movie?

The Notebook

Day 17: Favourite love (LDR or not) quote?

What does this even mean?

Day 18: Post a picture of the two of you together. (If you don’t have one, post a picture of something you can/could relate to)

Day 19: I know there’s not one thing, but choose one of your favourite things to hear her/him say.

“Good morning”

Day 21: Give us a little insight (as much as you’re comfortable) on your sex life (either with this person physically, or your general history, or over the phone ha, whatever you want)

I don’t always have sex. But when I do, I do my best :D

In other words, I stick my junk everywhere.

Day 20: Is there something you regret? (either about the relationship, or something you have done)

Pot.

Day 22: Share something cute. (A story, something either of you have done, a song, memory, wish, dream)

Day 23: Do you have a song? Which one is it? (if you don’t, then what is something that always reminds you of him/her)

I thought we did, until she told me otherwise.

Day 24: Describe him/her physically and emotionally/personality-wise.

She is under-weight, Structurally unstable, and Beautiful. She has a very goofy personality, except when she doesn’t; 80% of those times, she’s mean. I love it though.

Day 26: Sweetest thing he/she has done for you 

Stayed with me.

Day 25: One thing that he/she does that pisses you off (even if that smile will get you every time)

Avoids directly handling a problem.

 Day 27: If you had the money/time/connections/whatever to get him/her any gift in the world, what would it be?

A backyard large enough to hold all of the following:  Huskies, Corgies, Pitbulls, Klee Kais, Am. Esks., Chis, Poms, (And All possible mixes of the preceeding), Emus, Foxes, Fennecs, Skoats, Asian Water Monitors, Crows, Ravens, Ducks, Red Pandas, and Me.

Day 28: If you could have him/her with you physically for the next 5 hours, what would you do?

 Ideally: Sleep

 Realistically: Panic about the short amount of time.

Day 29: When will you see her/him next?

Sooner!

Day 30: Where do you see your future going with him/her?

THE WORLD :D

whypurple:

i missed it

LOL ME2

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whypurple:

Wow.

(Source: piercedwings)

1. Don’t call her Luna or me Sol, those names are reserved for Each other

2. If you like something we post, REBLOG it, don’t steal it and call it your own.

3. What did you do other than be overly clingy?

4. BE YOUR OWN PERSON, COME ON. WHY BLACK!? SERIOUSLY?

Listen,

You are a great person and all, but you need to get a life. I mean that not as an insult, I mean it as get your own life, with your own people, and your own love, NOT US. We live in the US, you live in Japan. I’m are not angry at you. I’m just tired of the self-pity, the unoriginality, and the bullshit. You’re a great person, now go prove it.

Sincerely,

 IAN

NOT SOL.

I did that to remember what day I posted what on, but now that I think of it, that was rather dumb, considering the Tumblr does that automatically. I was trying to save the moment I wrote it in, but when I think back, I don’t remember where or when I wrote most of the things I wrote, even though it was on this computer on the date that is displays right next to title. What is important is not the moment I wrote the entry in; rather, its about what I wrote the entry about. My Luna, and even though the date has changed, my Love for her is still the thing that drives me every single moment of my life.

Why save the timestamps of the moments her and I are apart? The silly things we do.

Sol

The other day I broke a plate. I stared at it, all shattered across the floor. I picked up two pieces and and realigned them, and it looked like the break was gone, so I let go of one of the sides, and the piece fell off. I taped it together, and it held together somewhat, and I said to myself,”I’ll just glue it together and it’ll be good as new.” However, the moment I said this, a thought struck me. You can’t fix anything that is broken. You can attempt to hold it together with adhesives or force, but it’ll always bear those same weaknesses since it was broken. Its more fragile now. The view of that object changed. It used to be an object, but now it is a “fixed” object. Its no longer itself anymore, but instead bears the title,”Fixed”. But if it is no longer what it used to be, is it fixed? What may look like “good as new” is nothing but an illusion. Broken things can never truly be fixed, and that explains why a broken heart can scar a person for a lifetime.

Sol

(This does not imply anything between me and Luna is wrong, its just an observation, thats all.)

I know its sort of obvious that I miss her; I mean, thats why we all joined LFAD. We live almost everyday without the person we can’t live without. And everyday I wake up on my couch, and roll over to see no one except the occasional palmetto bug. In a long distance relationship, its amazing people can even make it. All the elements needed for fighting and argument are abundantly available:
1. Stress
2. Lack of Interaction
3. Miscommunication
4. Trust; rather, if there is a lack-of.
5. Uncertainty
6. Waves of Depression
7. Self-inadequacy
And many more which will probably come to me the moment I finish posting this. Yet, we all continue and go through with it. Day, after day, after day, after each excruciatingly long, lonely day. It sort of makes me think of baby sea turtles. All the odds are against them, as they begin their journey. Nearly all baby sea turtles hatch, and most are able to escape from beneath the sand, but once they are out in the open, only about 3 or 4 of the starting 500 actually succeed, and sometimes they are not even that lucky. Actually, the key reason Sea Turtles are considered “Critically Endangered” is because most of them don’t survive the first stretch, before even reaching the ocean. And then once they do reach the ocean, there are even more predators waiting to take advantage of the fragile and week baby sea turtle. Yet, once the sea turtle reaches maturity and it can use its tough exterior and years of experience to shield it from peril, and as result can end up living longer than almost any other animal on Earth.
All of this applies to Long Distance Relationships. Most long distance relationships don’t even begin because people fear the distance, similar to the 98% of Sea Turtles that don’t make it past the sand. From there, few Long Distance relationships are able to survive the first 6 months, because of a lack of trust. Yet, those of us that survive this journey, and are able to nourish the relationship, end up outliving most local relationships by two-fold. A salute to all of you who have made it.

My Luna and I have been swimming for the past year, and are closing the distance this Summer. Nothing has been more difficult. I have dealt with countless deaths, betrayals, lies, and numerous other obstacles, yet nothing can compare to having your own heart dangled in just out of reach and only being able to feel your blood in you for a few days out of the year. I cannot bleed without her, I cannot breathe without her, and I cannot live without her, yet I continue to reach for it everyday.

As a closing statement, I make a solemn promise with which I carry the heaviest burden from all the times I have failed to be able to hold her and be there for her when she needed it most. I promise, that once this distance is closed, I will never leave you, and I will always:
1. Hold you
2. Kiss you
3. Hug you
4. Talk to you
5. Cherish you
6. Worship you
7. Be honest with you
8. Trust you
9. Warm you
10. Be there for you
11. Love you
And everything else which I may have forgotten, but is still just as important, whether listed or not. I can’t stand not being close to you, but I continue you to love you more each day. The best thing I can do for you while we are apart is to not only show you I love you when you are mad at me, or are sad, but rather show you how much I love you when you least expect it. It shows that love is unconditional, and it shows that I never do stop thinking about you. I swear to always be honest, and to always trust you when you ask me to. I love you, and nothing will ever change that, not even the distance between us.

Until the next rising, Luna,
I’ll be waiting, until we can
Share the sky again.

-Sol

I want nothing more than for your parents to understand who I am. I tried talking to them, like adults, hoping for good results. Lol. Instead, now we communicate less, because I think they now see I’m not your average teenage boy, I’m someone who means a lot to you, and my goal in life is to Break your Heart. Yup, thats me. A regular heart breaker. Oh and what makes me Lol even more is the fact they think I’m in this for sex. Lololol. Yes, me and my 163.5 mile long Penis. There is some faulty logic with that. I just want to be able to spend some fucking time with the most important part of my life, before I have to head back to school and wait until Winter Break for them to tell us we can’t see each other. Whoopdefuckingdoo. I mean in all seriousness, what is wrong with this situation? You are not allowed to come down here for 3 days, because they are afraid of what could “happen” to their daughter. Is my Mother unfit? Can she not handle us? And to add insult to injury, in 15 Days, we are going to a Music Sleep Away camp, run by 20 yr olds, and we’ll be staying there for 2 weeks. Yup, because Musicians are responsible people. Oh, and they were going to take you out of this camp, just because we’re going out. Too bad they already paid, lol. NO REFUNDS. So its not okay for you to stay here, unless you paid 3K for it, and you might as well get your money’s worth. Lovely. Fucking Lovely. The only way I see fit to prove it to them, is to bike from here to you, and show them, I care more about you than my own body, and I would be willing to put it through harshest beating, in 90 degree weather for 18.5 Hours, just to be able to see you. Maybe thats what I have to do.